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IN QUEST OF RAVENS “Every pursuit
takes its reality and worth from the ardor of the pursuer.” — KEATS.
WHILE M.
Sylvestre
Bonnard, Member of the Institute, was in Sicily prosecuting his
memorable
search for the Alexandrian manuscript of the Golden Legend, he fell in
unexpectedly with his old acquaintances, M. and Mme. Trépof, collectors
of
match-boxes. Their specialty, as may be supposed, was not exactly to M.
Bonnard’s liking. Being a scholar and an antiquary, he would rather
have seen
their affections bestowed upon something more strictly in the line of
the fine
arts, — upon antique marbles, perhaps, or painted vases; but after all,
he said
to himself, it made no very great difference. A collector is a
collector; and,
besides, Mme. Trépof always spoke of their pursuit (she and her husband
were
traveling round the world in furtherance of it) with a mixture of
enthusiasm
and irony that made the whole business truly delightful. There we
have the
shrewd collector’s secret. Whatever the objects of his choice, —
postage-stamps, first editions, butterflies, or match-boxes, — they
become for
the time being the only objects worthy of a man’s desire; but in
talking about
them, as of course he cannot altogether avoid doing, he keeps in mind
the old
caution about the pearls and the swine, and veils his seriousness under
a happy
lightness of speech. This is the better course for all concerned; and
something
like this is the course I mean to adopt in narrating my raven-hunt amid
the
North Carolina mountains, in May, 1896. The work was absorbing enough
in the
doing, but at this distance, and out of consideration for the scholarly
reader,
— who may feel about ravens as M. Bonnard felt about match-boxes, — I
hope to
be able to treat it with a becoming degree of disinterestedness. My
collecting, be
it said in parenthesis, was in one respect quite unlike M. Bonnard’s
and Mme. Trépof’s.
It was concerned, not with the objects themselves, but with the sight
of them.
I wanted, not cured bird-skins in a cabinet, but bits of first-hand
knowledge
in the memory and the notebook. Here at Highlands, this little hamlet
perched
far up in a mountain wilderness, ravens were common, — so I had read;
and as I
purposed remaining in the place for two or three weeks, I should no
doubt see
much of them, and so be able not only to “check the name,” thus adding
the
species to my set of the Corvidæ,
but to acquire some real familiarity with the bird’s voice and ways.
Such was
my dream; but certainty began to fade into uncertainty from the day I
drove
into the mountains. One of my
first
village calls, after a day’s ramble in the country round about, was
upon the
apothecary, who sat sunning himself on the stoop in front of his shop,
— a
cheerful example of how idyllic a life “tending store” may become under
favorable conditions. To begin with, as was natural, not to say
obligatory,
between a newcomer and an old resident, the altitude and climate of the
place
were discussed. Then, as soon as I could do so with politeness, I asked
about
ravens. “Ravens?”
said the
doctor. “Ravens?” Surely the inflection was not encouraging. There were no ravens, so far as he
knew. “But the
books say
they are common here.” “Well, I
am
perfectly acquainted with the bird, and I have never seen one in
Highlands in
all my twelve years.” This might
have
seemed to end the matter, once for all; but as I walked away I
remembered how
often birds had proved to be common where old residents had never seen
them,
and I said to myself that the present would be only another repetition
of the
familiar story. There must
be
ravens here. Mr.---- and Mr.---- could not have been mistaken. Let that
be as it
might, this was my third day in the mountains, — the long ride from
Walhalla
counting for one, — and when I returned to the village, at noon, my
first
glimpse of a raven was yet to be had. However, a wide-awake farmer
assured me
that, as he expressed it, something must be the matter with Dr.----’s
eyes. He had seen
ravens many a time; in fact he
had seen one within two days. Of course he had. The affair was turning
out just
as I had foreseen. It is a poor naturalist who has not learned to
beware of
negative testimony. The apothecary might sit on his stoop and shake his
head;
before many days I would shake a black wing in his face. That afternoon I took another road, and though I found no ravens I brought back a lively expectation. I had stopped beside a pond, and was pulling down a small halesia-tree to break off a branch of its snowy bells, when a horseman rode up. We spoke to each other (it is one advantage of out-of-the-way places that they encourage human intercourse, as poverty helps people to be generous), and in answer to my inquiry he told me that the tree I was holding down was a “box elder.” The road was the Hamburg road, or the Shortoff road, — one name being for a town, the other for a mountain, — and the body of water was Stewart’s Pond. Then I came to the point. Did he often see ravens in this country? He answered promptly in the affirmative; and when I told him of my want of success and of Dr.----’s twelve-year failure, he assured me that if I would come out to Turtlepond, where he lived, I could see them easily enough. He saw them often, and just now they were particularly noisy; he thought they must be teaching their young to fly. How far
was it to
Turtlepond? I asked. “Seven or eight miles.” And the road? Could he
tell me how
to get there? Oh, yes; and he began. But I was soon quite lost. He knew
the way
too well, and I gave over trying to follow him, saying to myself that I
would
procure directions, when the time came, from some one in the village.
The man
was very neighborly and kind, invited me to get up behind him and ride,
gave me
his name, answered all my questions, and rode away. Here, then, were
ravens
with something like certainty and well within reach (“ra-vĕns,” my new
acquaintance had been careful to say, with no slurring of the second
vowel),
and, Dr.----- to the contrary notwithstanding, I would yet see them. The next
morning,
with a luncheon in my pocket and a minute itinerary in my notebook, I
set out
for Turtlepond. Important things must be attended to promptly. “You
will be
lucky if you find it,” said the man who had laid out my route, by way
of a
god-speed; and I half believed him. He did not add, what I knew was on
his
tongue, “You will be luckier still if you find a raven;” as to that,
also, he
was welcome to his opinion. Ravens or no ravens, I meant to enjoy
myself. What
could a man want better than a long, unhurried day in those romantic
mountain
roads, with a bird singing from every bush, and new and lovely flowers
inviting
his hand at every turn? With fair weather and in a fair country,
walking is its
own reward. To put the
town
behind me was the work of a few minutes. After that my way ran through
the
woods, although for the first half of the distance, at least, there was
never
more than a mile or two without a clearing and a house. This part of
the road
grew familiar to me afterward, I traveled it so often; and now, as I
take it
once more in my mind, I can see it in all its windings. Here, as the
land
begins to decline from the plateau, or mountain shoulder, on which the
village
nestles, stands a line of towering conical hemlocks, — a hundred and
fifty feet
tall, at a moderate guess. Out of them came the nasal, high-pitched,
highly
characteristic ank, ank, ank of my first Canadian nuthatch, — my first
one in North
Carolina, I mean. That, by the bye, was on this very trip to
Turtlepond. I had
been on the watch for him, and put him into my bird list with peculiar
satisfaction. He was like a fellow Yankee, as was also the brown
creeper that
dwelt near by. This same row of hemlocks — beside a brook, as Southern
hemlocks
always are, with a thicket of laurel and rhododendron underneath — was
also one
of the haunts of the olive-sided flycatcher, another Northerner, who
chooses
the loftiest perch he can find from which to deliver his wild
quit-quequeeo.
Should this Carolinian representative of a boreal species ever be
promoted to
the dignity of sub-specific rank, as has happened to some of his
neighbors, I
should bid for the honor of naming him, — the hemlock flycatcher. By the
time I
reached this point, on a sultry morning, I was commonly ready for a
breathing-spell, and by good luck here was a most convenient log, on
which I
used to sit, listening to the bird chorus, and waylaying any socially
disposed
mountaineer who might chance to come along on his way to the town; for
Highlands, whatever an outsider may think of it, is in its own measure
and
degree a veritable metropolis.1 The only man who ever failed
to halt
in response to my greeting was a very canonical-looking parson. He was
traveling up to Zion in a “buggy,” and not unlikely was meditating his
next
Sunday’s sermon. If the
religious
condition of a community is to be estimated by the number of its
meeting-houses, let me say in passing, then Highlands ought to be a
very suburb
of the New Jerusalem. Its population cannot be more than three or four
hundred,
but its churches are legion. “Yes,” said a sprightly young lady, to
whom the
subject was mentioned, “if there were only one or two more, we might
all have
one apiece.” Baptists, Methodists (of different sorts, — species and
subspecies), Presbyterians, Episcopalians, Adventists, Unitarians, —
all the
sects seemed to be provided for, though I am not sure about the
Catholics and
the Swedenborgians. It is queer how conscientiously particular, and
almost
private, the worship of God is made. The Almighty must be a great lover
of
mint, anise, and cummin, one would say. I was reminded again and again
of that
sweet old Scripture: “Behold how good and how pleasant it is for
brethren to
dwell together in unity!” This
digression,
though suggested by the recollection of my serious-faced clergyman, is
not to
be taken as reflecting in any wise upon him or upon his calling. He was
trying
to do his duty, I have no question. If he felt obliged to have a pulpit
and a
uniform of his own, it was not that he differed from other people, but
that
other people differed from him. May his work prosper, and his days be
long! He
was traveling in a buggy, as I have said. Had he been on foot, no doubt
he
might have been readier to stop a minute to chat with an inquisitive
stranger,
— as ready, perhaps, as a more venerable pilgrim who happened along a
few
minutes later, and who not only stopped, but sat down, and, so to
speak, paid
me a visit: a little man, bent with his seventy-three years (he told me
his age
almost at once), who had come ten miles on foot that morning. In one
hand he
carried a live turkey, — with its legs tied, of course, — and in the
other a
chicken. Poor things, they were making their last journey. It was a
very hot
day,” the old man thought. His cotton shirt was flung wide open for
coolness,
and as he mopped his face, having put down his burdens and taken off
his hat,
he talked in a cheerful, honest voice, most agreeable to listen to.
Life was
still a pleasant experience to him, as it seemed. I doubt whether he
had ever
tired of it for a day. He would sell the turkey and the chicken, buy a
little
tobacco and perhaps one or two other necessaries, and then trudge the
ten miles
home again. It is a great thing to have a market for one’s produce, and
a
greater thing to be contented with one’s lot. Not far
beyond this
favorite resting-place — tempting even in the retrospect, as the reader
perceives — is a house with a good-sized clearing, through which
meanders a
trout-stream, to the endless comfort of one of the younger boys of the
family.
I saw him angling there, one day, with shining success. What a good
time he was
having! He could hardly bait the hook fast enough. I leaned over the
fence and
watched him out of pure sympathy (he did not see me, I think, though
there was
nothing in the world between us — except the fish), and afterward I
mentioned
the circumstance to his father. “Oh, he is a great fisherman,” was the
proud
response. For a boy that is a boy a trout-brook is better than all the
toy-shops. The good man and his wife (New York State people, who had
moved here
twelve years before) treated me most hospitably when I came to know
them, but
on this first morning, having far to go, I went by without calling,
pausing
only to note the chebec
of a
least flycatcher, which seemed to be at home in their orchard trees.
Its name
is still Number 60 in my North Carolina list. Another
bend in the
road, and I came within sight of the first of two mills. These had
figured at
considerable length in my chart of directions, and near them, as I now
remember, I fell into some uncertainty as to how this chart was to be
interpreted. I turned aside, therefore, to inquire of the second
miller; but
before I could reach him a blue yellow-backed warbler began singing
from a
treetop; and as he was my first specimen here, I must out with my
opera-glass
and find him. The miller surveyed my proceedings with unashamed
curiosity, but
he answered my questions, none the less, and for still another stage I
kept on
with the comfortable assurance that I was headed for Turtlepond. If I
failed to
arrive there, it should not be for want of using my tongue. From the
time I
left Highlands I had inquired my way of every man I met. For one thing,
I
relish natural country talk; and if there is to be conversation, it
must
somehow be opened. I kept in mind, too, the skepticism of my Highlands
informant, and by unhappy experience I had learned how easy it is, in
cases of
this kind, to go astray through some misunderstanding of question or
answer. So I
sauntered
along, with frequent interruptions, of course (that was part of the
game), —
here for a bird, there for a flower, a tree, or a bit of landscape. I
recall
especially great numbers of the tiny yellow lady’s-slipper and beds of
the
white-flowered clintonia — the latter a novelty to me — just coming
into bloom.
Then, by and by, the road began a long, sidelong ascent of a mountain;
but at
the last moment, when I seemed to have left human habitations behind me
for
good, I saw across the narrow valley through the forest — the branches
at this
height being still in the bud — two men at work in a ploughed field.
Here was
one more opportunity to assure myself against contingencies, and with a
loud
“hullo” I gained their attention. Was this the road to Turtlepond? I
shouted.
Yes, they shouted back (a man who could not lift up his voice would be
poorly
off in that country); I was to keep on and on as far as the
schoolhouse, just
beyond which I must be sure to turn to the right. Very good, said I to
myself,
here is something definite; and again I faced the mountain road. That was a
master
stroke of precaution. But for it I might have walked till night, and
should
never have found myself at Turtlepond. I passed one more house, it is
true, but
there was no one visible about it, and when at last I reached the log
schoolhouse, standing all by itself deep in the woods, it was locked
and empty,
and the “road to the right” was so obscure, so utterly unlike a road,
that only
for my last man’s emphatic warning (how I blessed him for his good
sense!) I
should have passed it without a suspicion that it was or ever had been
a
thoroughfare. As it was, I looked at it and wondered. Could that be my
course?
There was no sign that horse or wheel had turned that corner for an
indefinite
period. Still, my instructions were explicit. This was certainly the
schoolhouse, and at the schoolhouse I was to turn to the right. Lest I
should
be interpreting a preposition too strictly, nevertheless, I kept on for
a piece
in the way I had been traveling. No, there was no other crossroad, and
I came
back to the schoolhouse, rested awhile under a big tree, and then took
the
blind trail. Happily, it very soon became more distinct, more evidently
a road
in use; and being now on a downward grade, I jogged along in good
spirits. It was
drawing near
noon, and unless my jaunt was to measure more than eight miles I must
be
somewhere near the end of it. The mountain forest was especially
inviting here,
with a brook now and then and a profusion of ground flowers, beside the
laurel
and the azaleas; but I must not linger, I said to myself, as I might be
obliged
to spend an hour or two at Turtlepond. It was hardly to be assumed that
the ravens
would be waiting for me, to greet me on the instant. Meanwhile, a
pileated
woodpecker set up a lusty shout just in advance, and in another moment
went
dashing off among the trees, still shouting as he flew. He was no
rarity in
these parts, but it did me good to see his flaming crest and the flash
of his
white wing-spots. Then, when I had gone a little farther and could
already
discern the open valley, a kingfisher rattled and showed himself. He
was the
first of his kind, and went down straightway as Number 62. Perhaps
Number 63
would be the raven! Well, I
emerged
from the forest, the road turning rather sharply at the last and making
down
the valley with a brook on its left hand; and here I pretty soon
approached a
house. The two opposite doors were open (mosquitoes are unknown in this
happy
country), and inside, looking out of the back door in the direction of
the
brook, stood a woman and a brood of children. They were talking pretty
loudly,
as people may who live so far from human neighbors, and a hound stood
silent
behind them. I drew near, but they did not hear me. Then, rather than
startle
them rudely with a strange voice, I touched the fence-rail with my
umbrella.
Instantly the hound turned and began baying, and the woman, bidding him
be
quiet, came to the front door and answered my good-morning. Could she
tell me
where Zeb McKinney lived? I inquired. Yes, it was the next house down
the road,
“about a quarter.” Hereabouts, as I knew, a “quarter” means a quarter
of a
mile. In Yankee land it means twenty-five cents. The character of a
people may
be judged in part by the, ellipses of their daily speech, —the things
that are
taken for granted by every one as present in the minds of others. I believe
I did not
raise the question of ravens at this first house. For the instant it
was enough
to know that I had arrived at Turtle pond. But my eye was open and my
ear
alert. And surely this was a place for ravens and every wild thing: a
narrow
valley, tightly shut in, with nothing in sight but the crowding walls
and a
patch of sky. Aloft in the distance, in the direction of Hickory Gap
(so I
heard it called afterward, and wished that all place-names were equally
euphonious), some large bird, hawk or eagle, was sailing out of sight.
What a
groveling creature is man, in the comparison! Along the brookside grew
splendid
halesia-trees, full of white bells, and a more splendid crab-apple
tree, — one
of the glories of America, — just now a perfect cloud of pink buds and
blooms
and tender green leaves. Here sang catbirds, thrashers, wood thrushes,
robins,
rose-breasted grosbeaks, a blue golden-winged warbler, and I forget
what else.
I had not traveled so far, half disabled as I was, to listen to birds
of their
quality. And the ravens? Well, at that moment they must have an
engagement
elsewhere. Perhaps they were still instructing their young in the art
of
volitation. And now,
having
walked “about a quarter,” I was at Zeb McKinney’s. There was no need to
inquire
if he were at home. Through the open door I could see that the only
occupants
of the house were two women: one young, one very old and stiff. The
latter, as
was meet, came to speak to the stranger. No, Mr. McKinney was not at
home; he
had gone down to the sawmill. Ravens? Yes, they saw them once in a
while, but she
did not remember noticing any for some time back. The spring was just
below the
house; I should find a gourd to drink from. I drank
from the
spring, pondered the woman’s “once in a while,” took a look about me,
and then
retraced my steps, having in mind a comfortable nooning-place, out of
sight of
the houses, where I would eat my luncheon, and observe the ravens at my
leisure
as they crossed from one mountain to another above my head. For all the
unexpectedness of the old woman’s dubious phrase, I was not
discouraged. Why
should I be? Mr. Burroughs did not find the English nightingale all at
once,
nor did M. Tartarin kill a lion on his first day in the Algerian
desert; and if
these men had exercised patience, so could I. At the
right spot,
therefore, where the shade fell upon a handy stump, I took my seat.
First a
line or two in my notebook, and then I would dispose of my luncheon. At
that
instant, however, two boys came down the road; and when I spoke to
them, they
waited for no more explicit invitation, but planted themselves on the
ground,
one on each side of me. If I asked them a question, they answered it;
if I kept
silence, they sat and looked at me. For aught that appeared, they meant
to
spend the afternoon thus engaged. Pleasant as popularity is, its
manifestations
were just now a trouble. The ravens might fly over at any moment, and
it was
important that I should be undisturbed, — to say nothing of my dinner.
I
remembered the saying of Poor Richard, — “Love your neighbor, but don’t
pull
down your hedge; “and at last, seeing that something must be done, I
rose,
moved a few rods, and then, dropping suddenly upon the grass, said,
“Good-by.”
The boys took the hint, and ten minutes later I saw them beside the
brook,
trying their luck with the fish. The quality of selfishness had proved
itself
twice blest, as happens oftener than we think, it may be, in this
“unintelligible world.” This part
of the
story need not be prolonged. The reader has already foreseen that my
luncheon
was finished without interruption. No raven’s wing darkened the air. I
lingered
till the case began to seem hopeless. Then I loitered as slowly as
possible up
the valley, and at last took the ascending road through the mountain
woods
toward the log schoolhouse. By this time there were signs of rain, but
with a
three-hour jaunt before me it was useless to hurry. So at the
schoolhouse
corner I rested again, — partly to enjoy the sight of Rabun Bald, a
noble
Georgia peak, which showed grandly from this point, — and then, all at
once,
thinking of nothing but the landscape, I heard a far-away cry, hoarse,
loud,
utterly strange, utterly unlike a crow’s, and yet unmistakably
coracious! That
surely was a raven’s voice. It could be nothing else. If I were out of
the
woods, where I could look about me! The bird, whatever it was, was
evidently on
the wing; the sound was now here, now there; but alas, it was receding.
Fainter
and fainter it became at each repetition, and then all was silent, till
a heavy
clap of thunder and a sudden blackness recalled me to myself, and I
resumed the
march homeward. Soon it rained. Then came a general pother of the
elements, —
wind, hail, lightning and thunder. Not far beyond me, as I now called
to mind, there
was a house, the only one I had seen on the mountain. I hastened
forward,
therefore, and took shelter on the piazza. A dog was cowering inside,
too badly
frightened to resent my intrusion or to bid me welcome. And there
we stayed
till the clouds broke. Then, refreshing myself with big hailstones,
which lay
white in the grass, I took the road again for the long diagonal descent
to the
valley. I was well
fagged
by the time I reached Highlands; but I had been to Turtlepond, and in
my memory
were some confused recollections of a few distant notes, probably a
bird’s, and
possibly a raven’s. To that complexion had the matter already come. It
is
marvelous how quickly certainty loses its color when once the breath of
doubt
touches it. Two days
afterward,
finding myself not yet acclimated, I joined a company who were making a
day’s
wagon-trip to White. side, the highest peak in the immediate vicinity
of
Highlands; a real mountain, said to be five thousand feet in height,
but
looking considerably lower to my eye, its surroundings being all so
elevated,
and the southern latitude, as I suppose, giving to it a more richly
wooded, and
consequently less rugged and alpine appearance than belongs to New
England
mountains of a corresponding rank. On the southerly side it breaks off
into a
huge perpendicular light-colored cliff, said to be eighteen hundred
feet in
depth, from which it derives its name and much of its local
distinction. Above
this cliff rises its knob of a summit, with the sight of which I had
grown familiar
as one of the principal points in the landscape from the hotel veranda.
The wagon
carried
us by a roundabout course to the base of this rocky knob, and there the
majority of the party remained, while two ladies and myself clambered
up a
steep pitch to the summit, to take the prospect and to feel that we had
been
there, — and perhaps to see a raven; for Whiteside had from the
beginning been
held up to me as one of that bird’s particular resorts. “Wait till you
go to
Whiteside,” I had been told again and again. What had
looked
like a pyramidal rock turned out to be the end of a long ridge, over
which we
marched in Indian file for a mile or more, picking flowers (the nodding
Trillium stylosum,
especially, of which
each new specimen seemed pinker and prettier than the last) and
admiring the
landscape, — a boundless woodland panorama, with clearings and houses
in
Whiteside valley, and innumerable hazy mountains rising one beyond
another in
every direction. The world of new leafage below us, now darkened by
cloud
shadows, now shining in the sun, was beautiful far beyond any skill of
mine to
picture it. We were
still
walking and quietly enjoying — my fellow tourists being, fortunately,
of the
non-exclamatory type — when the silence was broken by loud screams.
“Ravens!” I
thought, — for when the mind is full it is liable to spill over at any
sudden
jar, — and, dropping my umbrella, I sprang to the edge of the cliff.
The bird
was only a hawk, soaring and screaming, too far away to be made out; a
duck-hawk, perhaps, but certainly not a raven. “How you frightened me!”
said
one of the ladies. “I thought you were going to throw yourself over the
precipice.” My hobby-horse amused her,— as it did me also, — but she
was
herself too sound an enthusiast to be really unsympathetic. A New
Jersey
grandmother, she made nothing of a thirteen-mile tramp, a thorough
drenching,
and a pedestrian’s blister, when rare flowers were in question, and the
next
morning would be off again before breakfast, scouring the country for
new trophies.
Like Mme. Trépof, she would have gone to Sweden in search of a
match-box, had
the notion taken her. As for ravens, she had already seen one, only a
few days
before my arrival. It flew directly over the hotel, and she recognized
it at
once, not as a raven, to be sure, but as “the blackest crow she had
ever seen.”
A man who happened to be doing some carpenter’s work about the house
heard her
exclamation, and told her what it was, and by good luck he was to-day
our
driver. It was wonderful how much encouragement I received in my
amusing
pursuit. If only there were fewer stories and more ravens! I was ready
to say. Yet if I
said so,
it was only in a fit of impatience. In point of fact, I received with
thankfulness every such bit of evidence that Dr.----’s gloomy
prognostications
were ill founded. On the very morning after this expedition to
Whiteside, for
example, I was on my way to the summit of Satulah, — an easy jaunt, and
a
capital observatory, — when I met a young man carrying a gun, and
proposed to him
the inevitable inquiry. Oh yes, he saw ravens pretty often; he had seen
some
within a month, he thought. They never flew over without calling out;
which, as
I interpreted it, might mean only that when they kept silence he failed
to
notice them. Here was more proof of the birds’ presence; but the words
“within
a month” kept down any tendency to undue exhilaration. That noon,
at the
hotel, I had an interesting ornithological conference with two
residents of the
town, both of them already well informed as to the nature of my
crotchet. For a
beginning, one of them told me that he had seen a raven that very
forenoon, —
and as usual it was “flying over.” Then the talk somehow turned upon
the
whippoorwill, of which I had thus far found no trace hereabout, and
they agreed
that it was not uncommon at certain seasons. It was often called the
bullbat,
they added. They had seen it, both of them, I think, flying far up in
the air
in broad daylight, and crying whippoorwill!
“Good!” said I. “I would rather have seen that than all the ravens in
North
Carolina.” Here was a really novel addition to the familiar legend
about the
identity of the whippoorwill and the nighthawk, — a legend whose
distribution
is perhaps almost as wide as that of the birds themselves. But
wonders were
not to stop here. One of the men, the one who had that forenoon seen a
raven,
proceeded to inform me that catbirds passed the winter in the mud, in a
state
of hibernation. William had dug them up, and they had come to and flown
away.
He himself had never seen this, but he knew, as everybody else did,
that
catbirds disappeared in the autumn, there was no telling how or when,
and
reappeared in the spring in a manner equally mysterious. I hinted some
incredulity, to his great surprise, intimating for one thing that it
was well
known that catbirds migrated farther south; whereupon he appealed to
his
companion. “Wouldn’t you believe it, if William ----- told you he had
seen it?”
he asked; and there was a shout of laughter from the bystanders when
the second
man, after a minute’s reflection, answered bluntly, “No.” It would
be too
long a story to set down all the answers I received from the many
persons whom
I questioned here and there in my daily peregrinations. One man was
sorry he
had not heard of me sooner. A cow had been killed by lightning
somewhere on the
mountains, a week or two before. That would have been my opportunity.
Ravens
are sure to be on hand at such a time. But it was too late now, as they
never
touch flesh after it has begun to spoil. Another man, a German, living
some
miles out of the village, said, “Well, in my country we call them
ravens, but
here they call them crows.” They were a nuisance; he had to kill them.
He knew
smaller black birds, in flocks, but no larger ones. He and the
apothecary —who
now and then laughed good-humoredly at my continued failure, as I
stopped to
pass the time of day with him, or to ask him about the way to some
waterfall —
were, as well as I remember, the only witnesses for the negative; so
that the
question was no longer as to the presence of the birds, but as to the
degree of
their commonness and the probability of my seeing them. It would be too
much to
say that the whole town was excited over the matter, but at least my
few fellow
boarders at the hotel either felt or simulated a pretty constant
interest.
“Well,” one or another of them would say, as I dragged my weary steps
up the
hill to the door, at the end of a day’s outing, well, have you seen any
ravĕns
yet?” One day there appeared at the dinner-table a bright, rosy-faced, clear-eyed, wholesome-looking boy of nine or ten years, and the gentleman who had brought him in as his guest presently introduced him to me, with the remark that perhaps Bob “could give me information upon my favorite topic. Bob smiled bashfully, and I began my examination. Yes, he said, he had seen ravens. How often, should he say? Why, almost every day. When did he see them last? Yesterday. How many were there? One. It was flying over. Did it call? Yes, they always did. How much bigger than a crow was it? Not much, but the voice was very different. This last was a model answer, — not at all the answer of a dishonest witness, or of an honest witness ambitious to make out a story. It was impossible to doubt him (his father and his older brother confirmed his testimony afterward), and yet I had been out of doors almost constantly for more than two weeks, and so far had not obtained the first glimpse of a large, wide-ranging, highflying bird which this boy — who lived a few miles out of the village, it is true — saw nearly every day. Verily, as the unsuccessful man’s text has it (and a comfortable text it is), “the race is not to the swift, . . . nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.” I speak
unadvisedly.
I had seen ravens; I
had seen
them here at Highlands. But it was in a dream of the night. There were
two, and
they were “flying over,” — yes, and calling as they flew. One of them
was
partly white, an albinistic peculiarity at which I do not remember to
have felt
the least surprise. But indeed, if I may trust my own experience,
nothing
surprises us in dreamland. There, as in fairyland, everything is
natural.
Perhaps the same will be true in a world after this. Meantime,
if my
eyes were holden from some things, I saw many others as I traveled
hither and
thither, now to a mountain top, now down one of the roads into the warm
lower
country, now to some far-away woodland waterfall. The days were all too
short
and all too few. Like a sensible man, to whom years had brought the
philosophic
mind, I had more than one string to my bow, and toward the end of my
three
weeks the very thought of ravens had mostly ceased to trouble me. Then,
on my
last day in the village, I met a barefooted boy near the hotel. Howdy?”
said I.
Howdy?” he answered; and then he asked, “Did you git to see your
ravĕns?” Who
is this, I thought, and how does he know me? For I am not used to being
famous.
But I answered No, I had seen no ravens. How did he know I wanted to
see any?”
I saw you at Turtlepond,” he said. He was out there with his cousin,
Cling
Cabe. With that it all came back to me. He was one of the boys who had
paid me
such flattering noonday attentions, and of whom I had taken so shabby a
leave.
I was glad to see him again. But he was not yet done with his story.
Probably
he had carried the burden of it for the last
fortnight. Two ravens flew over just after you left,” he said. Was he
sure they
were ravens? Yes, his uncle Zeb2 saw them, and said they
were. Well,
it was plainer and plainer that I had mistaken my game. I must leave it
for
younger eyes to see ravens, — in the flesh, at least. “Your old men
shall dream
dreams,” said the prophet. It was May 27 when, after an early breakfast, I left Highlands in a big mountain wagon, bound for Boston by the way of Dillsboro and Asheville. I had come into the mountains from the south, and was going out in a northerly direction. The road was not highly recommended; it would be a rough, all-day drive, but it would take me through a new piece of country; and as for the jolting, I fancied that by this time I had become hardened to all that the steepest and stoniest of roads could inflict upon a passenger. On that point, I may as well confess, though it does not concern the present story, I was insufficiently informed. It had
been agreed
that I should take my own time, making the trip as natural-historical
as I
pleased. It fares better with sentiments not to be in a hurry with
them,” says
Sterne, and the same is true of sciences and other pleasures. Again and
again I
ordered the horses stopped as we came to some likely piece of cover,
but little
or nothing resulted. There were singers in plenty, but no new voices.
After
all, I said to myself, one does not study ornithology to any great
advantage
from a wagon-seat. Yet I remember one lesson — an old one rehearsed —
that the
morning brought me. Soon after
getting
out of the village we passed Stewart’s Pond. This had been one of my
most
frequent resorts. A considerable part of several half-days had been
idled away
beside it, and more than once I had commented upon the singular fact
that its
shores, birdy as they were, harbored no water thrushes, while in
several
similar places I had heard them singing for more than a fortnight.
There was
something really mysterious about it, I was inclined to think. The
place seemed
made for them, unless, perhaps, the damming of the stream had rendered
the
current too sluggish to suit their taste. Now, however, as we drove
past, and
just as I was bidding the place good-by, a water thrush struck up his
simple,
lazily emphatic tune. “Here I am, stranger,” he might have been saying.
Had he
been there all the time? I did not know. One’s investigations are never
complete, even in the most limited area. We had not
gone many
miles farther before we took what was for me a new road, which turned
out
presently to be like all the others: a road running mostly through the
forest,
uphill and downhill by turns, with here and there, at long distances, a
solitary cabin, unpainted, perhaps unwindowed, yet pretty certainly
with a
patch of sweet-william and other old-fashioned flowers in the front
yard.” The
rudest one of all, in the very lonesomest of clearings, had before the
door a
magnificent eglantine bush that would have made the fortune of any
Northern
gardener. The mountain side might be all aflame with azalea and laurel,
but the
woman’s heart must have a bit of garden, something planted and tended,
to make
the cabin more like a home. For
some hours we
had been traveling thus, and were now come to an open place in the town
of
Hamburg, so the driver told me. Here, all at once, I nudged him with a
quick
command to stop. “There it is! “I cried, as I
whipped out my opera-glass.
“There’s a raven!
““Yes,” said the driver,
“that’s the bird.” He was flying
from us in a diagonal course, making toward a hill or mountain,
— at a
comfortable distance, in the best of lights, and most admirably
disposed to
show us his dimensions; but he was silent and in tremendous haste. “Not
the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he.”
If you
would only say
something! I thought. But he did not
“call out,” perhaps because he was not “flying over.” I held the glass
on him
till he passed out of sight, — a really good look, as time counts under
such
circumstances. Yes, at the last moment I had seen a raven! Would the
driver,
when he got back to Highlands to-morrow evening, have the goodness so
to inform
Dr.----- for his comfort? Another thing I had accomplished: I had supplied three male Hamburgers with abundant material for a week’s gossip; for even in my excitement I had been aware that we had halted almost directly in front of a house, — the only one for some miles, I think, — in the yard of which three men were lounging. I looked at the bird, and the men looked at me. It gave me pleasure afterward to think what a story it must have made. “Yes, sir, it’s gospel truth: he pulled out a spy-glass and sat there looking at a raven. I reckon he never see one before.” I speak of
excitement, but it was a wonder to me how temperate my emotions were,
and how
quickly they subsided. Within a half-mile our progress was blocked by a
large
oak-tree, which the wind had twisted partly off and thrown squarely
across the
road. The driver had brought no axe along, and was obliged to go back
to the
house for help, leaving me to care for the team. Straight before me
loomed the
Balsam Mountains, a dozen peaks, gloriously high and mountainous; not
too far
away, yet far enough to be blue, with white clouds veiling their lower
slopes
and so lifting the tops skyward. I looked at them and looked at them,
and
between the looks I put the raven into my notebook. For the
day it kept
its place unquestioned. Then, long before I reached Massachusetts, I
punctuated
the entry with a question mark. The bird had been silent; its apparent
size
might have been an illusion; and my assurance of the moment, absolute
though it
was, would not bear the test of time and cold blood. Here ended
my
raven-hunt. I had enjoyed it, and would gladly have made it longer, —
in that
respect it had been successful; but the collection “I was to have made,
my
little store of first-hand knowledge,” had fared but poorly. As far as
ravens
were concerned, I was bringing home a lean bag, — a brace of
interrogation
points. 1 All things go by
comparison. “I
always lived in the country till I came here,” said my driver to me one
day. 2 The great “war
governor" and
senator of North Carolina was born among the mountains of the State;
and from
what I heard, he seems to have left his name “to be
found, like a wild flower, as truly as Wallace ever did in Scotland. |