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IV. At the Schoolhouse Window. ONE day I
reached the schoolhouse very late, owing to attendance upon the funeral of an
acquaintance and neighbor, with whose sad decline in health I had been
familiar, and whose last days both the doctor and Mrs. Todd had tried in vain
to ease. The services had taken place at one o'clock, and now, at quarter past
two, I stood at the schoolhouse window, looking down at the procession as it
went along the lower road close to the shore. It was a walking funeral, and
even at that distance I could recognize most of the mourners as they went their
solemn way. Mrs. Begg had been very much respected, and there was a large
company of friends following to her grave. She had been brought up on one of
the neighboring farms, and each of the few times that I had seen her she
professed great dissatisfaction with town life. The people lived too close
together for her liking, at the Landing, and she could not get used to the
constant sound of the sea. She had lived to lament three seafaring husbands,
and her house was decorated with West Indian curiosities, specimens of conch
shells and fine coral which they had brought home from their voyages in
lumber-laden ships. Mrs. Todd had told me all our neighbor's history. They had
been girls together, and, to use her own phrase, had "both seen trouble
till they knew the best and worst on 't." I could see the sorrowful, large
figure of Mrs. Todd as I stood at the window. She made a break in the
procession by walking slowly and keeping the after-part of it back. She held a handkerchief
to her eyes, and I knew, with a pang of sympathy, that hers was not affected
grief. Beside her,
after much difficulty, I recognized the one strange and unrelated person in all
the company, an old man who had always been mysterious to me. I could see his thin,
bending figure. He wore a narrow, long-tailed coat and walked with a stick, and
had the same "cant to leeward" as the wind-bent trees on the height
above. This was
Captain Littlepage, whom I had seen only once or twice before, sitting pale and
old behind a closed window; never out of doors until now. Mrs. Todd always
shook her head gravely when I asked a question, and said that he wasn't what he
had been once, and seemed to class him with her other secrets. He might have
belonged with a simple which grew in a certain slug-haunted corner of the
garden, whose use she could never be betrayed into telling me, though I saw her
cutting the tops by moonlight once, as if it were a charm, and not a medicine,
like the great fading bloodroot leaves. I could see
that she was trying to keep pace with the old captain's lighter steps. He
looked like an aged grasshopper of some strange human variety. Behind this pair
was a short, impatient, little person, who kept the captain's house, and gave
it what Mrs. Todd and others believed to be no proper sort of care. She was
usually called "that Mari' Harris" in subdued conversation between
intimates, but they treated her with anxious civility when they met her face to
face. The
bay-sheltered islands and the great sea beyond stretched away to the far
horizon southward and eastward; the little procession in the foreground looked
futile and helpless on the edge of the rocky shore. It was a glorious day early
in July, with a clear, high sky; there were no clouds, there was no noise of
the sea. The song sparrows sang and sang, as if with joyous knowledge of
immortality, and contempt for those who could so pettily concern themselves
with death. I stood watching until the funeral procession had crept round a
shoulder of the slope below and disappeared from the great landscape as if it
had gone into a cave. An hour later
I was busy at my work. Now and then a bee blundered in and took me for an
enemy; but there was a useful stick upon the teacher's desk, and I rapped to
call the bees to order as if they were unruly scholars, or waved them away from
their riots over the ink, which I had bought at the Landing store, and
discovered to be scented with bergamot, as if to refresh the labors of anxious
scribes. One anxious scribe felt very dull that day; a sheep-bell tinkled near
by, and called her wandering wits after it. The sentences failed to catch these
lovely summer cadences. For the first time I began to wish for a companion and
for news from the outer world, which had been, half unconsciously, forgotten.
Watching the funeral gave one a sort of pain. I began to wonder if I ought not
to have walked with the rest, instead of hurrying away at the end of the
services. Perhaps the Sunday gown I had put on for the occasion was making this
disastrous change of feeling, but I had now made myself and my friends remember
that I did not really belong to Dunnet Landing. I sighed, and turned to the half-written page again. |