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Chapter IX Wherein Elnora Discovers a Violin, and Billy Disciplines Margaret ELNORA
missed the little figure at the bridge the following morning. She slowly walked
up the street and turned in at the wide entrance to the school grounds. She
scarcely could comprehend that only a week ago she had gone there friendless,
alone, and so sick at heart that she was physically ill. To-day she had decent
clothing, books, friends, and her mind was at ease to work on her studies. As she
approached home that night the girl paused in amazement. Her mother had
company, and she was laughing. Elnora entered the kitchen softly and peeped
into the sitting-room. Mrs. Comstock sat in her chair holding a book and every
few seconds a soft chuckle broke into a real laugh. Mark Twain was doing his
work; while Mrs. Comstock was not lacking in a sense of humour. Elnora entered
the room before her mother saw her. Mrs. Comstock looked up with flushed face. "Where
did you get this?" she demanded. "I
bought it," said Elnora. "Bought
it! With all the taxes due!" "I
paid for it out of my Indian money, mother," said Elnora. "I couldn't
bear to spend so much on myself and nothing at all on you. I was afraid to buy
the dress — I should have liked to,
and I thought the book would be company, while I was gone. I haven't read it,
but I do hope it's good." "Good!
It's the biggest piece of foolishness I have read in all my life. I've laughed
all day, ever since I found it. I had a notion to go out and read some of it to
the cows and see if they wouldn't laugh." "If it
made you laugh, it's a wise book," said Elnora. "Wise!"
cried Mrs. Comstock. "You can stake your life it's a wise book. It takes
the smartest man there is to do this kind of fooling," and she began
laughing again. Elnora,
highly satisfied with her purchase, went to her room and put on her working
clothes. Thereafter she made a point of bringing a book that she thought would
interest her mother, from the library every week, and leaving it on the
sitting-room table. Each night she carried home at least two school books and
studied until she had mastered the points of her lessons. She did her share of
the work faithfully, and every available minute she was in the fields searching
for cocoons, for the moths promised to become her largest source of income. She
gathered baskets of nests, flowers, mosses, insects, and all sorts of natural
history specimens and sold them to the grade teachers. At first she tried to
tell these instructors what to teach their pupils about the specimens; but
recognizing how much more she knew than they, one after another begged her to study
at home, and use her spare hours in school to exhibit and explain nature subjects
to their pupils. Elnora loved the work, and she needed the money, for every few
days some matter of expense arose that she had not expected. From the
first week she had been received and invited with the crowd of girls in her
class, and it was their custom in passing through the business part of the city
to stop at the confectioners' and take turns in treating to expensive candies,
ice cream sodas, hot chocolate, or whatever they fancied. When first Elnora was
asked she accepted without understanding. The second time she went because she
seldom had tasted these things, and they were so delicious she could not
resist. After that she went because she knew all about it, and had decided to
go. She had
spent half an hour on the log beside the trail in deep thought and had arrived
at her conclusions. She worked harder than usual for the next week, but she
seemed to thrive on work. It was October and the red leaves were falling when
her first time came to treat. As the crowd flocked down the broad walk that
night Elnora called, "Girls, it's my treat to-night! Come on!" She led the
way through the city to the grocery they patronized when they had a small
spread, and entering came out with a basket, which she carried to the bridge on
her home road. There she arranged the girls in two rows on the cement abutments
and opening her basket she gravely offered each girl an exquisite little basket
of bark, lined with red leaves, in one end of which nestled a juicy big red
apple and in the other a spicy doughnut not an hour from Margaret Sinton's
frying basket. Another
time she offered big balls of popped corn stuck together with maple sugar, and
liberally sprinkled with beechnut kernels. Again it was hickory-nut kernels
glazed with sugar, another time maple candy, and once a basket of warm pumpkin
pies. She never made any apology, or offered any excuse. She simply gave what
she could afford, and the change was as welcome to those city girls, accustomed
to sodas and French candy, as were these same things to Elnora surfeited on
popcorn and pie. In her room was a little slip containing a record of the
number of weeks in the school year, the times it would be her turn to treat and
the dates on which such occasions would fall, with a number of suggestions
beside each. Once the girls almost fought over a basket lined with yellow
leaves, and filled with fat, very ripe red haws. In late October there was a
riot over one which was lined with red leaves and contained big fragrant
pawpaws frost-bitten to a perfect degree. Then hazel nuts were ripe, and once
they served. One day Elnora at her wits' end, explained to her mother that the
girls had given her things and she wanted to treat them. Mrs. Comstock, with
characteristic stubbornness, had said she would leave a basket at the grocery
for her, but firmly declined to say what would be in it. All day Elnora
struggled to keep her mind on her books. For hours she wavered in tense
uncertainty. What would her mother do? Should she take the girls to the confectioner's
that night or risk the basket? Mrs. Comstock could make delicious things to
eat, but would she? As they
left the building Elnora made a final rapid mental calculation. She could not
see her way clear to a decent treat for ten people for less than two dollars
and if the basket proved to be nice, then the money would be wasted. She
decided to risk it. As they went to the bridge the girls were betting on what
the treat would be, and crowding near Elnora like spoiled small children.
Elnora set down the basket. "Girls,"
she said, "I don't know what this is myself, so all of us are going to be
surprised. Here goes!" She lifted
the cover and perfumes from the land of spices rolled up. In one end of the basket
lay ten enormous sugar cakes the tops of which had been liberally dotted with
circles cut from stick candy. The candy had melted in baking and made small transparent
wells of waxy sweetness and in the centre of each cake was a fat turtle made
from a raisin with cloves for head and feet. The remainder of the basket was
filled with big spiced pears that could be held by their stems while they were
eaten. The girls shrieked and attacked the cookies, and of all the treats
Elnora offered perhaps none was quite so long remembered as that. When Elnora
took her basket, placed her books in it, and started home, all the girls went
with her as far as the fence where she crossed the field to the swamp. At
parting they kissed her good-bye. Elnora was a happy girl as she hurried home
to thank her mother. She was happy over her books that night, and happy all the
way to school the following morning. When the
music swelled from the orchestra her heart almost broke with throbbing joy. For
music always had affected her strangely, and since she had been comfortable enough
in her surroundings to notice things, she had listened to every note to find
what it was that literally hurt her heart, and at last she knew. It was the
talking of the violins. They were human voices, and they spoke a language
Elnora understood. It seemed to her that she must climb up on the stage, take
the instruments from the fingers of the players and make them speak what was in
her heart. That night
she said to her mother, "I am perfectly crazy for a violin. I am sure I
could play one, sure as I live. Did any one —" Elnora never completed that
sentence. "Hush!"
thundered Mrs. Comstock. "Be quiet! Never mention those things before me
again — never as long as you live! I loathe them! They are a snare of the very
devil himself! They were made to lure men and women from their homes and their
honour. If ever I see you with one in your fingers I will smash it in
pieces." Naturally
Elnora hushed, but she thought of nothing else after she had finished her
lessons. At last there came a day when for some reason the leader of the
orchestra left his violin on the grand piano. That morning Elnora made her
first mistake in algebra. At noon, as soon as the building was empty, she
slipped into the auditorium, found the side door which led to the stage, and
going through the musicians' entrance she took the violin. She carried it back
into the little side room where the orchestra assembled, closed all the doors,
opened the case and lifted out the instrument. She laid it
on her breast, dropped her chin on it and drew the bow softly across the
strings. One after another she tested the open notes. Gradually her stroke
ceased to tremble and she drew the bow firmly. Then her fingers began to fall
and softly, slowly she searched up and down those strings for sounds she knew.
Standing in the middle of the floor, she tried over and over. It seemed
scarcely a minute before the hall was filled with the sound of hurrying feet,
and she was forced to put away the violin and go to her classes. The next day
she prayed that the violin would be left again, but her petition was not
answered. That night when she returned from the school she made an excuse to go
down to see Billy. He was engaged in hulling walnuts by driving them through
holes in a board. His hands were protected by a pair of Margaret's old gloves,
but he had speckled his face generously. He appeared well, and greeted Elnora
hilariously. "Me
an' the squirrels are laying up our winter stores," he shouted. "Cos
the cold is coming, an' the snow an' if we have any nuts we have to fix 'em
now. But I'm ahead, cos Uncle Wesley made me this board, and I can hull a big
pile while the old squirrel does only ist one with his teeth." Elnora
picked him up and kissed him. "Billy, are you happy?" she asked. "Yes,
and so's Snap," answered Billy. "You ought to see him make the dirt
fly when he gets after a chipmunk. I bet you he could dig up pa, if anybody
wanted him to." "Billy!"
gasped Margaret as she came out to them. "Well,
me and Snap don't want him up, and I bet you Jimmy and Belle don't, either. I
ain't been twisty inside once since I been here, and I don't want to go away,
and Snap don't, either. He told me so." "Billy!
That is not true. Dogs can't talk," cautioned Margaret. "Then
what makes you open the door when he asks you to?" demanded Billy. "Scratching
and whining isn't talking." "Anyway,
it's the best Snap can talk, and you get up and do things he wants done.
Chipmunks can talk too. You ought to hear them damn things holler when Snap
gets them!" "Billy!
When you want a cooky for supper and I don't give it to you it is because you
said a wrong word." "Well,
for —" Billy clapped his hand over his mouth and stained his face in
swipes. "Well, for — anything! Did I go an' forget again! The cookies will
get all hard, won't they? I bet you ten dollars I don't say that any
more." He espied
Wesley and ran to show him a walnut too big to go through the holes, and Elnora
and Margaret entered the house. They talked
of many things for a time and then Elnora said suddenly: "Aunt Margaret, I
like music." "I've
noticed that in you all your life," answered Margaret. "If
dogs can't talk, I can make a violin talk," announced Elnora, and then in
amazement watched the face of Margaret Sinton grow pale. "A
violin!" she wavered. "Where did you get a violin?" "They
fairly seemed to speak to me in the orchestra. One day the conductor left his
in the auditorium, and I took it, and Aunt Margaret, I can make it do the wind
in the swamp, the birds, and the animals. I can make any sound I ever heard on
it. If I had a chance to practise a little, I could make it do the orchestra
music, too. I don't know how I know, but I do." "Did —
did you ever mention it to your mother?" faltered Margaret. "Yes,
and she seems prejudiced against them. But oh, Aunt Margaret, I never felt so
about anything, not even going to school. I just feel as if I'd die if I didn't
have one. I could keep it at school, and practise at noon a whole hour. Soon
they'd ask me to play in the orchestra. I could keep it in the case and
practise in the woods in summer. You'd let me play over here Sunday. Oh, Aunt
Margaret, what does one cost? Would it be wicked for me to take of my money and
buy a very cheap one? I could play on the least expensive one made." "Oh,
no you couldn't! A cheap machine makes cheap music. You got to have a fine
fiddle to make it sing. But there's no sense in your buying one. There isn't a
decent reason on earth why you shouldn't have your fa—“ "My
father's!" cried Elnora. She caught Margaret Sinton by the arm. "My
father had a violin! He played it. That's why I can! Where is it! Is it in our
house? Is it in mother's room?" "Elnora!"
panted Margaret. "Your mother will kill me! She always hated it." "Mother
dearly loves music," said Elnora. "Not
when it took the man she loved away from her to make it!" "Where
is my father's violin?" "Elnora!"
"I've
never seen a picture of my father. I've never heard his name mentioned. I've
never had a scrap that belonged to him. Was he my father, or am I a charity
child like Billy, and so she hates me?" "She
has good pictures of him. Seems she just can't bear to hear him talked about.
Of course, he was your father. They lived right there when you were born. She
doesn't dislike you; she merely tries to make herself think she does. There's
no sense in the world in you not having his violin. I've a great notion —"
"Has
mother got it?" "No.
I've never heard her mention it. It was not at home when he — when he
died." "Do
you know where it is?" "Yes.
I'm the only person on earth who does, except the one who has it." "Who
is that?" "I
can't tell you, but I will see if they have it yet, and get it if I can. But if
your mother finds it out she will never forgive me." "I
can't help it," said Elnora. "I want that violin." "I'll
go to-morrow, and see if it has been destroyed." "Destroyed!
Oh, Aunt Margaret! Would any one dare?" "I
hardly think so. It was a good instrument. He played it like a master." "Tell
me!" breathed Elnora. "His
hair was red and curled more than yours, and his eyes were blue. He was tall,
slim, and the very imp of mischief. He joked and teased all day until he picked
up that violin. Then his head bent over it, and his eyes got big and earnest.
He seemed to listen as if he first heard the notes, and then copied them.
Sometimes he drew the bow trembly, like he wasn't sure it was right, and he
might have to try again. He could almost drive you crazy when he wanted to, and
no man that ever lived could make you dance as he could. He made it all up as
he went. He seemed to listen for his dancing music, too. It appeared to come to
him; he'd begin to play and you had to keep time. You couldn't be still; he
loved to sweep a crowd around with that bow of his. I think it was the thing
you call inspiration. I can see him now, his handsome head bent, his cheeks
red, his eyes snapping, and that bow going across the strings, and driving us
like sheep. He always kept his body swinging, and he loved to play. He often
slighted his work shamefully, and sometimes her a little; that is why she hated
it — Elnora, what are you making me do?" The tears
were rolling down Elnora's cheeks. "Oh, Aunt Margaret," she sobbed.
"Why haven't you told me about him sooner? I feel as if you had given my
father to me living, so that I could touch him. I can see him, too! Why didn't
you ever tell me before? Go on! Go on!" "I
can't, Elnora! I'm scared silly. I never meant to say anything. If I hadn't
promised her not to talk of him to you she wouldn't have let you come here. She
made me swear it." "But
why? Why? Was he a shame? Was he disgraced?" "Maybe
it was that unjust feeling that took possession of her when she couldn't help
him from the swamp. She had to blame some one, or go crazy, so she took it out
on you. At times, those first ten years, if I had talked to you, and you had
repeated anything to her, she might have struck you too hard. She was not
master of herself. You must be patient with her, Elnora. God only knows what
she has gone through, but I think she is a little better lately." "So do
I," said Elnora. "She seems more interested in my clothes, and she
fixes me such delicious lunches that the girls bring fine candies and cake and
beg to trade. I gave half my lunch for a box of candy one day, brought it home
to her, and told her. Since, she has wanted me to carry a market basket and
treat the crowd every day, she was so pleased. Life has been too monotonous for
her. I think she enjoys even the little change made by my going and coming. She
sits up half the night to read the library books I bring, but she is so
stubborn she won't even admit that she touches them. Tell me more about my
father." "Wait
until I see if I can find the violin." So Elnora
went home in suspense, and that night she added to her prayers: "Dear
Lord, be merciful to my father, and oh, do help Aunt Margaret to get his
violin." Wesley and
Billy came in to supper tired and hungry. Billy ate heartily, but his eyes
often rested on a plate of tempting cookies, and when Wesley offered them to
the boy he reached for one. Margaret was compelled to explain that cookies were
forbidden that night. "What!"
said Wesley. "Wrong words been coming again. Oh Billy, I do wish you could
remember! I can't sit and eat cookies before a little boy who has none. I'll
have to put mine back, too." Billy's face twisted in despair. "Aw,
go on!" he said gruffly, but his chin was jumping, for Wesley was his
idol. "Can't
do it," said Wesley. "It would choke me." Billy
turned to Margaret. "You make him," he appealed. "He
can't, Billy," said Margaret. "I know how he feels. You see, I can't
myself." Then Billy
slid from his chair, ran to the couch, buried his face in the pillow and cried
heart-brokenly. Wesley hurried to the barn, and Margaret to the kitchen. When
the dishes were washed Billy slipped from the back door. Wesley
piling hay into the mangers heard a sound behind him and inquired, "That
you, Billy?" "Yes,"
answered Billy, "and it's all so dark you can't see me now, isn't
it?" "Well,
mighty near," answered Wesley. "Then
you stoop down and open your mouth." Sinton had
shared bites of apple and nuts for weeks, for Billy had not learned how to eat
anything without dividing with Jimmy and Belle. Since he had been separated
from them, he shared with Wesley and Margaret. So he bent over the boy and
received an instalment of cooky that almost choked him. "Now
you can eat it!" shouted Billy in delight. "It's all dark! I can't
see what you're doing at all!" Wesley
picked up the small figure and set the boy on the back of a horse to bring his
face level so that they could talk as men. He never towered from his height
above Billy, but always lifted the little soul when important matters were to
be discussed. "Now
what a dandy scheme," he commented. "Did you and Aunt Margaret fix it
up?" "No.
She ain't had hers yet. But I got one for her. Ist as soon as you eat yours, I
am going to take hers, and feed her first time I find her in the dark." "But
Billy, where did you get the cookies? You know Aunt Margaret said you were not
to have any." "I ist
took them," said Billy, "I didn't take them for me. I ist took them
for you and her." Wesley
thought fast. In the warm darkness of the barn the horses crunched their corn,
a rat gnawed at a corner of the granary, and among the rafters the white pigeon
cooed a soft sleepy note to his dusky mate. "Did —
did — I steal?" wavered Billy. Wesley's
big hands closed until he almost hurt the boy. "No!"
he said vehemently. "That is too big a word. You made a mistake. You were
trying to be a fine little man, but you went at it the wrong way. You only made
a mistake. All of us do that, Billy. The world grows that way. When we make
mistakes we can see them; that teaches us to be more careful the next time, and
so we learn." "How
wouldn't it be a mistake?" "If
you had told Aunt Margaret what you wanted to do, and asked her for the cookies
she would have given them to you." "But I
was 'fraid she wouldn't, and you ist had to have it." "Not
if it was wrong for me to have it, Billy. I don't want it that much." "Must
I take it back?" "You
think hard, and decide yourself." "Lift
me down," said Billy, after a silence, "I got to put this in the jar,
and tell her." Wesley set
the boy on the floor, but as he did so he paused one second and strained him
close to his breast. Margaret
sat in her chair sewing; Billy slipped in and crept beside her. The little face
was lined with tragedy. "Why
Billy, whatever is the matter?" she cried as she dropped her sewing and
held out her arms. Billy stood back. He gripped his little fists tight and
squared his shoulders. "I got to be shut up in the closet," he said. "Oh
Billy! What an unlucky day! What have you done now?" "I
stold!" gulped Billy. "He said it was ist a mistake, but it was
worser 'an that. I took something you told me I wasn't to have." "Stole!"
Margaret was in despair. "What, Billy?" "Cookies!"
answered Billy in equal trouble. "Billy!"
wailed Margaret. "How could you?" "It
was for him and you," sobbed Billy. "He said he couldn't eat it 'fore
me, but out in the barn it's all dark and I couldn't see. I thought maybe he
could there. Then we might put out the light and you could have yours. He said
I only made it worse, cos I mustn't take things, so I got to go in the closet.
Will you hold me tight a little bit first? He did." Margaret
opened her arms and Billy rushed in and clung to her a few seconds, with all
the force of his being, then he slipped to the floor and marched to the closet.
Margaret opened the door. Billy gave one glance at the light, clinched his fists
and walking inside, climbed on a box. Margaret closed the door. Then she
sat and listened. Was the air pure enough? Possibly he might smother. She had
read something once. Was it very dark? What if there should be a mouse in the
closet and it should run across his foot and frighten him into spasms.
Somewhere she had heard — Margaret leaned forward with tense face and listened.
Something dreadful might happen. She could bear it no longer. She arose
hurriedly and opened the door. Billy was drawn up on the box in a little heap,
and he lifted a disapproving face to her. "Shut
that door!" he said. "I ain't been in here near long enough yet!"
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