The Monk of Heisterbach
In olden times in a lovely valley near the Seven
Mountains,
stood a cloister called Heisterbach. Even now parts of the walls of
this
old monastery remain, and it was not by the hand of time, but by the
barbarism
of foolish warfare, that its halls fell into ruins. The monks were
driven
away, the abbey was pulled down, and the stones were used for the
building
of a fortress.
Since that time, so the country folk relate, the
spirits
of the banished monks wander nightly among the ruins, raising mute
accusations
against their persecutors and the destroyers of their cells. Among them
there
was one, Gerhard, the last Prior of Heisterbach, who now, they say,
wanders
about the graves of the monks, and also haunts the burial-places of the
Masters
of Löwenburg and Drachenburg.
In the Middle Ages the monks of Heisterbach were
very
famous. Many a rare copy of the Holy Scriptures, many a highly learned
piece
of writing was sent out into the world from this hermitage, telling of
the
industry and learning of the pious monks.
There was one brother, still young in years, who
distinguished himself by his learning. He was looked up to by all the
other
brethren, and even the gray-haired Father Prior had recourse to his
stores
of knowledge. But the poisonous worm of doubt began to gnaw at his
soul;
the mirror of his faith was blurred by his deep meditations. His keen
eye
would often wander over the faded parchment on which the living word of
God
was written, while his childlike believing heart, humbly submitting
itself,
would lamentingly cry out, "Lord, I believe, help Thou mine unbelief!"
Like
a ghost his restless doubts would hover about him, making his soul the
scene
of tormenting struggle.
One night with flushed face he had been meditating over a
parchment. At daybreak he still remained engrossed in his thoughts. The
morning
sun threw his bright rays over the heavens, casting playful beams .on
the
written roll in the monk's hands.
But he saw them not, his thoughts were wholly
taken up
by a passage which for months past had ever been hidden to him and had
been
the constant subject of his reflections, "A thousand years are but as a
day
in Thy sight."
His brain had already long tormented itself over
the
obscure words of the Psalmist, and with a great effort he had striven
to
blot it out of his memory, and now the words danced again before his
weary
eyes, growing larger and larger. Those confusing black signs seemed to
become
a sneering doubt hovering round him: "A thousand years are but as a day
in
Thy sight."
He tore himself away from the silent cell, seeking
the
cool solitude of the cloister-gardens. There with a heavy heart he
paced
the paths, torturing himself with horrid doubts.
His eyes were fixed on the ground, his mind was
far away
from the peaceful garden, and without being aware of what he was doing,
he
left the cloister-gardens and wandered out into the neighbouring
forest.
The birds in the trees greeted him cordially, the flowers opened their
eyes
at his approach; but the wretched man heard and saw nothing but the
words:
"A thousand years are but as a day in Thy sight."
His wandering steps grew feeble, his feverish
brain weary
from want of sleep. Then the monk sank down on a stone, and laid his
troubled
head against a tree.
A
sweet, peaceful dream stole over his spirit. He found himself in
spheres
glowing with light; the waters of Eternity were rushing round the
throne
of the Most High; creation appeared and praised His works, and Heaven
extolled
their glory; from the worm in the dust, which no earthly being has been
able
to create, to the eagle soaring above the heights of the earth: from
the
grain of sand on the sea-shore, to the gigantic crater, which, at the
Lord's
command, vomits fire out of its throat which has been closed for
thousands
of years: they all spoke with one voice which is not heard by the
haughty,
being only manifest and comprehensible to the humble. These were the
words
of Him who created them, be it in six days or in six thousand years, "A
thousand
years are but as a day in Thy sight."
With a slight shudder the monk opened his eyes.
"I believe Lord! help Thou my unbelief," murmured
he,
taking heart.
The bell sounded in the distance. They were
ringing for
vespers; sunset was already gleaming through the forest.
The monk hastily turned towards the cloister. The
chapel
was lighted up, and through the half-opened door he could see the
brothers
in their stalls, he hurried noiselessly to his place, but to his
astonishment
he found that another monk was there; he touched him lightly on the
shoulder,
and strange to tell, the man he saw was unknown to him. The brothers,
now
one, now another, raised their heads and looked in silent questioning
at
the new comer.
A peculiar feeling seized the poor monk, who saw only
strange
faces round him. Growing pale, he waited till the singing was over.
Confused
questions seemed to pass along the rows.
The Prior, a dignified old man with snow-white
hair,
approached.
"What is your name, strange brother ?" asked he in
a
gentle, kind tone. The monk was filled with dismay. "Maurus," murmured
he
in a trembling voice. "St. Bernhard was the Abbot who received my vows,
in
the sixth year of the reign of King Conrad, whom they called the
Frank."
Incredulous astonishment was depicted on the
brothers'
countenances.
The monk raised his face to the old Prior and
confessed
to him how he had wandered out in the early morning into the
cloister-gardens,
how he had fallen asleep in the forest, and had not wakened till the
bell
for vespers sounded.
The Prior made a sign to one of the brothers. Then
turning
to the monk he said: "It is almost three hundred years since the death
of
St. Bernhard and of Conrad, whom they called the Frank."
The cloister annals were brought, and it was there
found
that three hundred years had passed since the days of St. Bernhard. The
Prior
also read the following note.
"A doubter disappeared One day from the cloister,
and
no one ever knew what became of him."
A shudder ran through the monk's limbs. This was
he,
this brother Maurus who had now come back to the cloister after three
hundred
years! What the Prior had read sounded in his ears as if it were the
trumpet
of the Last Judgment. Three hundred years!
With wide-open eyes he gazed before him, then
stretched
forth his hands as if seeking for help. The brothers supported him,
observing
him at the same time with secret dismay; his face had become ashy pale,
like
that of a dying person, the narrow circle of hair on his head had
become
snow-white.
"My brothers," murmured he in a dying voice, "value the
imperishable word of the Lord at all times, and never try to fathom
what
he in His wisdom has veiled from us. May my example never be blotted
out
of your memory. Only to-day the words of the Psalmist were revealed to
me.
"A thousand years are but as a day in Thy sight. May he have mercy on
me,
a poor sinner." He sank lifeless to the ground, and the brothers,
greatly
moved, repeated the prayers for the dead over his body.
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